Wow First post i am excited and overwhelmed, and seriously nervous because i am about to get real.

In case you didn’t read the “Who am i” page. My name is Bjorn 26 years old and living in Belgium. The whole idea for this blog came about a few months ago when i was looking back at my life, things achieved, the general happiness in my life. I came to the conclusion that i have in theory most things to be reasonably happy but i ain’t, on top of that like we all know this day and age with social media everybody presents the best picture of them self. I know in the back of my head well enough that those post’s, picture’s and events are presented the best they could be, still i aspire to be like “them”. As an example i get up in the “morning” (let’s be real i mostly don’t get out of bed before 12:00) with mostly no feelings, first thing i do is grab a coffee and checkup on what happening on YouTube. I am a serious YouTube addict. I see all these great people vlog about there day and how they have it all together i really admire this and like i said aspire to be like them, it makes me feel great to watch these videos. When the video ends real life kicks in, and i start to recap my life and question every decision i ever made. The sad part about all this? I want to do all those things as well. Then i start searching for things like “how to be a YouTuber” or “how to start a vlogging channel” the thing that always sticks with me is “just get started with it”. Then anxiety kicks in. my head goes from yea i can to this, to complete self destruct.

And now where at the “Just get started” point. So i am trying to make this blog work, and also test and see how the just get started works out. Because i still lack the confidence to put my face in front of a camera the next best thing was writing down my feelings as i work trough my issues. I hope with this blog and working on my self i will be able to upload vlogs here as well about my life. So stay tuned for more updates coming soon!